
Music has always intrigued me, that is… if it’s the right kind of music. There’s this music which can make me tremble inside and make me feel very real. With the right kind of music I can forget about anything else; all deadlines and stressed-workers, my sorrows and thoughts. When I was a kid my dad used to play the guitar for me. That’s the first time I got into contact with music. When I was 6 years old I started to play the wooden block flute. I guess it was a mandatory activity in kindergarten, not sure though. The teacher told my mom I had definitely some kind of talent for music. Around that age I moved down south 2.5 hour by car to a town called Maarssen where I continued to play the beautiful concert flute. This woman Berdien Stenberg was, besides the New Kids On The Block and Marky Mark & The Funcky Bunch, my idol at this age of 10. I even ended up in a harmony orchestra, but I wasn’t really motivated since I had to play one of the sub vocals. What’s the use of it if you can’t hear me? was what I thought by then, so I quitted after a while. I was never good in practicing to become better, my mom knows all about it. I only started practicing 1 hour before I had to go to my weekly class. Not a good thing. I just do things because I like them. I can do things only if I’m highly motivated. If I’m not, then better forget about it. I need to work towards a defined goal. That counts for all things in my life. Anyways, good memories… Maybe I should continue with music (guitar, piano, vocals?) .. but first… a reason why I should go for it!!
Jane